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TRUTH: The first leg of this journey feels like I have been catapulted into the same world from a different entry point. It’s dramatically different.
TRUTH: My recent breast cancer diagnosis began as an emotional roller coaster with my thoughts jumping into the future – back to the past – and then here to the present. This post is all over the place because that was cancer does to you, once you’ve been diagnosed.
For example, now when I receive a prayer card in the mail (from my mother’s friend), or a phone call from my sister (in the early part of the morning – when she never called me before), my eyebrow quickly raises. These are sweet gestures that I am trying very hard to accept with grace, but inside I keep saying, “I AM STILL THE SAME ME! I DIDN’T GO ANYWHERE!”
Also, I remember as a little girl playing hide-and-go-seek in my house with my brothers (Remember that game?). Well one day I found the perfect hiding place – our tiny storage closet – big mistake. My little brothers were smarter than me and locked me inside. I screamed and banged until they let me out. Hence I have had HORRIBLE claustrophobia ever since! I mention this because tomorrow I have a PET and bone scan scheduled, and on Wednesday, a closed MRI. YIKES, is all I can say. And no, I am NOT taking pictures of this scene. *smile*
This past Saturday I spent the day with almost 400 students at the Diversity Awareness Initiative for Students (DAIS) 12th Annual Multicultural Student Leadership Conference. The theme – Learning The Language of Power – with session topics including: The Freaks Come Out At Night, Born This Way, Look Mommy – They’re Different Colors, The Minority Table. It’s important to note that these topics were student generated and student led. It was wonderful to see so many high school students from a variety of ethnic backgrounds, interacting and sharing their stories. Joan and Ken Marable deserve high praise, as they are the dedicated organizers of this yearly event.
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